Sometimes We Don't Have to Struggle To Own Something

25/10/2012: I just sent resignation letter> 1 week notification (so that they can find replacement for me).
I thought that self will be happier when I saw all those surprise faces, but...no. I'm sad. Sometimes what we thought will not be exactly as it should be.
Before this, I thought that nobody would care as much as they show today when i sent my resignation letter. Yet...I'm totally wrong. some of them have tears in their eyes, said "don't go,stay her, work here" "u xsuka kerja sini kah? xbest meh?" "kita ade buat slh ke till u nak resign?" my reaction: Speechless. Really don't expecting all of these type of reaction.
I only working with them for the past 3 months. Yet we are close...maybe that is why they felt like lost something important.
Sometimes I wish they can understand me before I issued this resignation letter. But...
Everything was done and can't be undone.
My pray to Allah:
"Ya Allah, jikalau bukan rezeki dan bukan tempatku, biarlah hamba-Mu ini tdk di senaraikan didalam temuduga sekali pun"
Allah heard my pray and answer>> I'm shortlisted for interview session
Then i still doubting my skills and myself, and I pray:
"Ya Allah, jikalau jln ini bukanlah utk ku, hamba-Mu ini rela di gagalkan didalam sesi temuduga"
Allah heard me and answer>> I've been hired as what I'm wishing for.
And I?
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah, you heard my pray and give me the path, self will take this responsibilities and move forward.
Sometimes, we don't really struggle...?
No. This is my faith and I will move forward and explore everything :)