SoMeTiMeS i CoUlDn'T UnDeRsTaNd My OwN aTtItUdE ;(

Sometimes I couldn't understand my own feeling, my own mindset, myself ;(. Bila hati dah terlalu yakin dan penuh dengan syg, cinta perhaps, then suddenly I transform,change my feeling (more to prevent my feeling from be overwhelming with all the love things, worried to be hurt again). Heart felt like "why lah boleh syg orang lagi ni? kang luka lagi,kecewa lagi,camne? T nangis2 loagi,camne??" Hm... Memang lah..baru je ahad aritu rasa macam di awang-awangan and happy yg sangaaaaaaat2~~~~, tapi tiba2 kenangan2 buruk dan kekecewaan membayangi perasaan ini...dgn my-exs' ;(. Aku faham, he's not them,yet...my heat is too fragile...things seems wrong... Hm...