Sometimes,the uncertainty is better than firm decision

when it come....... hm m.. IFeel so confuse.... This uncertainty.... part of me feel d excitement of having someone who really love me more than own self... Yet...part of me feel insecure... Horrified...doubt...is he does need me or he ust playing around? Hm.... Part of my trust is his...though,part of it is not... I really wanna try to trust him...shd I? Hm...it is tough when it come to feeling...kan?